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Well... let me start off explaining a lil bit about my life so that when you dive into my blog youre not all confooseled bc there isnt one explaining everything. Ummm soooo... when I was a 14 year old little goth girl (with hippie values go figure) I met the highschool football star of the little town that i lived in at the time (i however spent 90% of my time in the near by little city and so had no idea who he was) well... like i said i fell in love... and yes it was IN LOVE not just one of those "oh hes so cute i love him" things because ive had those before and i know the difference... so anyways i fell in love and six months later found out i was pregnant. we took a four month break where we didnt speak bc i wanted some time to myself before i settled into what we had... to cope with how quickly my life was changing. we had a little girl and i got pregnant right away afterwards but somehow didnt find out until i was 5 months and he and i were on another break bc of his (eh-hem) senioritus... well one month after our break started and just 12 days before the date that i had decided i would call him my beloved was involved in a freak car accident and killed almost instantly... this blog is what has happened since then... i started it i believe just after giving birth to our second gorgeous baby girl... i am now 17 and still living with my single mother... i am an aspiring body artist but would also like to persue a career in teaching... but im not always sure ill make it. i do believe in an after life... i believe in wandering spirits seeking to take care of unfinished buisness... i believe in love at first sight... i believe in soul mates--- but i struggle to believe in myself. one who helps me greatly to believe in myself and her name is brandi ( i call her frenchy :D) and you should most deffinately check out her blog gravebug.livejournal.com/ shes totally worth your time.

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